the gift of your higher self and how you know it's there

How do i meditate?

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When things aren’t so bad it can be difficult to get into a deep meditative state.
It’s difficult because we don’t discipline ourselves…we don’t discipline our minds.
We are so used to thinking all the time while we’re a wake so when we close our eyes our thoughts are still with us.
They’re still going through our minds.
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She went to heaven

The day started when we called up to this hospital this morning around 11ish.
We were told that the palliative care team was up there to asses what type of medication they should put her on if any.

After doing what they do it was determined that medication was not needed.
About 12:30 i went into a shop for a delivery and got talking with the owner and his wife.
I guess his wife lost her grandma early this morning. Read the rest of this entry »

Journey of health

I am going to take you on a journey of health as this has to do with my uncle and grandma.
Now, throughout this journey there will be a little twist as this person (mentioned on this blog) will be added as well as a little humor story…So time to brace yourself.

Ok, lets get started. Read the rest of this entry »

Who am i?

This is more of a descriptive post to my new year resolution that i had posted on my last post.
It’s more detailed and it should have it’s own post.

Over the years i have hidden one side of me…the soft side.
I have always been a softy, and what i mean by that is i have a heart for people, for animals etc.
When something happens to someone i feel it, it’s something i can’t turn my head to and just walk away without feeling something.
I feel emotional about things, i show care towards people…show people who Read the rest of this entry »

Merry Christmas


I hope everyone has a very merry christmas.
This year has been a year full of challenges and obstacles.
For me there has been a lot that has gone on…more so half way throughout the year and this falls in to the resolution i was going to make for myself that i will talk about.

I used to keep a lot of things built up inside of me and i was never one for putting myself out there.
Well i did but just to a very select few.
My new year resolution Read the rest of this entry »

Bad instinct became true

I live in Calgary, AB and we had a nice hit of snow overnight into today which made the roads very slick and slippery.
Speeds were reduced, traffic was congesting everywhere and accidents were all over the place.

Around 4:30 i got in contact with my dispatcher to let him know i was clear and he was sending me up west.
I was coming down a major road (Glenmore Trail) and traffic was at a deadlock. Read the rest of this entry »

Why can’t we escape?

It always makes me wonder why we try to escape things we just can’t escape.
Have you ever tried to forget about something or someone that has been bothering you or keeps playing on you, and every time you try to forget about you just can’t?

How many times have you noticed yourself easing off something or someone and something out of the blue pops up that’s relevant to that thing or person?
I’m sure it’s happened a lot or at least every so often.

I think there’s 2 possible reasons to why we can’t. Read the rest of this entry »