If some of you have read the about me page yet, this is the beginning to my experiences.
For those that haven’t than i will just let you know that this is where it all started with my transition (so to speak) in life and the change that it has caused me.
If you want to get more information on that be sure to check out the about me page.
Where it all started
July 13-14th i had a dream that i woke up to.
I remember i was walking around somewhere and i heard my name being called.
I turned around to see who was calling me and i couldn’t believe it…it was a friend i haven’t had contact with in quite some time now. (more on this friendship later)
When i walked towards her i noticed she was on one side of a short wall and i was on the other.
I went to jump over to her side of the wall but ended up short on my jump.
She grabbed my arms and pulled me up.
She smiled and gave me a hug.
We went for a walk and she was talking to me about what kind of work i do, so i explained.
She said it sounded like fun and i asked her if she wanted to try it out…she took me up on the offer.
I told her i would talk to her tomorrow.
She smiled, gave me another hug and that was it.
What i’ve seen about this dream
I’ve seen that when we have dreams about people we know it’s because we have been thinking about them alot lately.
Here’s the twist to that.
I wasn’t thinking about her that much because she didn’t show much of a interest in talking to me when i talked to her a couple times prior to when we stopped talking.
I would said Hello, she would say Hi back and that would pretty well be it.
So because i didn’t see much interest in her wanting to talk to me anymore i started to let things go.
That is until July 13-14th when i had that dream.
When i woke up, that changed everything for me.
It wasn’t so much the detail of the dream that had me dwelling on the dream, but the person that was in the dream.
When i woke up i remembered it clearly, i knew for a fact who it was.
When i woke up i sat up…kind of in a confused state and i pondered over the dream i had.
I asked myself one question…”What made this dream happen with this person?, i haven’t talked to her in a while and she showed no sign of talking to me anymore…so why?”
I went to work that day and i pondered on it…all day.
I tried looking for reasons of the dream…was it a sign that she wants to talk to me again? was it a spirit that knew i missed her?
I had no answers.
When i would get home from work i would look around, post in forums and this repeated for almost 2 weeks.
I would go to work and ponder on it.
As days carried on i thought about her so much, her face would pop into my head throughout the days and i would get a empty/butterfly type feeling.
As days carried on i felt stronger and stronger and stronger for her…i didn’t know what was going on.
Why was feeling stronger and stronger for her? I knew she was a special person when i met her online and she made me feel good…always.
I posted a question in regards to that on yahoo answers and one of the responses i got on there was Communicate! tell her how much you miss her and her friendship.
That didn’t tell me a whole lot because i had no way of communicating with her.
I couldn’t take this anymore…i couldn’t keep going days thinking about this dream and what it meant.
Finally! i found a forum that gave me some insight, some understanding of the dream.
Well, this is where it all started…this is where my experience first started to happen.
The understanding to what was going on is for another post you can find here.
So stay tuned and thank you guys/gals for reading.
- Importance of Dreams! (soulmatespune.wordpress.com)
- Analyze My Dream? (thekatbrooks.wordpress.com)
- 7 Reasons Not To Give Up on Your Dreams (lifehack.org)